“you never walked out at 2am
slamming the door
shaking the house
and my heart.
you never smashed a vodka bottle at my feet screaming i drink too much.
instead, you left like the calm before a storm,
and then a rush at the fall.
you were there and Jesus Christ then you were gone.
i stayed up for 6 days waiting to hear from you.
waiting for an explanation to your disappearance but i never heard from
you until i saw you in the Costco parking lot.
i dropped my eggs and the worker who kept looking at my ass ran over asking if i needed any help.
i ran over them on the way out and you called my name and
i cried on the way home.”—im still waiting // 11:33pm (via cynicallys)
you said goodnight
but you meant goodbye
and i didn’t realize
until I passed out 4 days
later after waiting up for
you to come home
and having the wind
knocked out of my chest
when I figured out two things:
1. I would never get to touch
your mouth again
2. You were going to be
what kills me
“Date someone who would rather watch your favorite movie with you then go to a party on Friday night. Date someone who will share their food with you even though you said you didn’t want any. Date someone who will warm your hands in the winter and kiss your pink nose. Date someone who will text you they love you at 2am and at 9pm. Date someone who will let you change the station in the car when they’re driving. Date someone who can make you smile when you would rather die. Date someone who makes your insides feel like you’ve just downed a bottle of vodka. Date someone who makes you better.”—Unknown (via psych-facts)
“Date someone who meets you half way. Date someone who brings you a glass a water when they get themselves one. Date someone who makes sure you don’t spend money on ridiculous things. Date someone your ex hates and your mom loves. Date someone who’d rather spend a Friday night watching movies, than out with 50 people they barley even talk to. Date someone who sleeps on your chest and leaves a little puddle of drool. Don’t date someone who makes you leave oceans of tears.”—(via adventuringsoul)